the death of a friend...

today.... my ipod died :(
my 30 gb, $350 ipod, that i bought just a year ago... DIED.. because i killed it by leaving it in the car, i fried it, with the heat of the inside of my car :'(

luckily, my birthday is in a couple of weeks and i asked austin for one of two things...
a new ipod, or... a shopping spree :)

tomorrow is the big day, i'm freaking out.
i would rather have the pain come on it own, then knowing it coming. oh well.
monday, i will be a mother.
babe in arms, austins smiling/crying face. i'm excited.