why do i have to learn.. RIGHT NOW?

i just got back from a Relief Society activity and we had a lesson on attitudes and making the most of every situation.

right now.. my attitude is AWFUL; i want to choke someone( anyone), the house is a mess and i just want to have a good day.

why is this lesson being implemented in my life right now?
becuase the Lord is giving me a big piece of humble pie.

i hate humble pie