jonesin'

see that sign?

they are everywhere in Rexburg.

another "perk" of living in a deeply condensed mormon community filled with single students.

no pressure or anything.

i'm already married and still feel the pressure.

anyways.

today has been a good day. started off with a shower, followed by a doctors appointment.

at my doctors appointment we did the usual blood pressure check, weight check, and pee check. The doctor came in, measured my belly and asked me if i wanted the c-section.

I was kind of stunned, because i wasn't expecting it, but i told him i wanted it done due to the horror filled birth story of Lorelei.

after i told him, we scheduled it for july 6th. EEEP

after he told me when it would be done i wanted to vomit.

i'm so nervous.

SO SO SO NERVOUS

i now have to get a binder for my belly.

did i mention that i'm scared?

but i would much rather be cut open than split in half (which essentially what a 4th degree does to you)

so i'm having baby in 3 weeks.

3, tres, trois, three weeks

holy.

now i have to frantically get everything done..

clean, make food, all that fun stuff.