jonesin'

sometimes i just want to kick myself.
my credits from SVU transferred over to BYU-I, and i didn't think they would, but i also never thought i'd be at a BYU school.

well because i didn't think my credits didn't transfer anywhere, i like an idiot that i can be, slacked off.. except for in Chemistry and English.

if you know me, you know that chemsitry and math are like chinese to me. you can try and try and try to explain to me what everything means, and i'll understand it for the day, but once my head hits the pillow, it's out. the memory of my understanding is now just that... a memory. i tried, studied, prayed (ALOT), and cried, and managed to scrape a D out of my efforts.

anyways. my credits transfered. and my gpa because of my stupidity is a... drum roll please.. a whopping 1.917.. i know.. i'm even ashamed. so..i'm going to try and retake chemistry and maybe even take french... even tho i hate the language.

oh the things i do to myself that continually bites me in the butt.